where i end

is only the beginning.

at least that is the hope

i carry with me everywhere

in my backpocket

kept safe

like a secret

or habit.

like smoke in my eyes

i pray that this is just a temporary feeling

& when i reach the water

you'll be there.

i've tried to tell you

in every language possible

in every drunken conversation

in every dream i swear you're in

that i want to be your everyday

& that i love you.